Chinh (lelouvincx) / 2025-12-14

Created Sun, 14 Dec 2025 00:00:00 +0000 Modified Mon, 25 May 2026 06:02:25 +0000
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  • I realize the loneliness recently in my friends’ group chat
    • Almost time when I share or chat something, they don’t react much. I know that’s fine if the number is small. But it’s almost every time, so I feel they don’t really care things I share. I just lose interest.
    • I feel sad and lonely at the same time.
    • Can’t blame them. I feel it’s more about the growth and change in my mindset recently, makes those feelings become worse.
    • My conclusion is: Not every time I can depend my emotion on friends.
    • When overthinking, I should write. Like I’m doing now. Feel a little better.
  • It was a thing like [[Impostor Syndrome]], too high expectations from my inner self on other things outside, lead to this unhappy situation.
  • Therefore, I think, in that conversation, “What’s the expected (or averate) thing/value from that? Why am I expecting too much?” I should answer those questions first.
  • I bought a new keyboard: MelGeek O2
  • I upgraded MacOS to new version, let its UI synchronizes with my phone’s design (Pixel 9, Android), and the MelGeek O2 also helps.
  • First impression: Very satisfied, more than Nuphy Air75. It is more easier to lift up and down from the lap, easier to sign my fingerprint and put back.
  • [[Accessories That Make My Life Better]]
  • MelGeek O2 Cheat Sheet
  • Remember that days I super like this GTK Custom Theme for Kubuntu

  • Read

    • [[Book - How To Solve It]]